New journey of mine

Hello there!

One the first week of class in my new Uni, I thought of writing about how it went and whatnot. However, I think its not fair for me to comment on it just merely based on those few days. So now after 3 weeks of class, here I am, dribbling it down the new journey of mine....

Actually, driving down on a new path is not that bad after all. When I was doing my diploma, it was like everything's served, everything's ready for you. But here, you have to get it done yourself, nobody to accompany you, nobody cares about you. Fact! You have to sort it out. To be positive, I look at it as a way to be independent. But somehow scary, cause it feels like when you fall, nobody's gonna catch you.
As for classes, well, thats what I don't favor the most because the lecture hall is not big enough to sustain such a big number of students to organize a mass lecture. Yikes! Imagine class starts at 2pm, and it is already full at 1.15pm. Its crazy! Thus I need to be there before 1pm in order to get a front seat.

As for friends, its different here. To be honest, I still am a lone ranger. But I'm fine with it. People all struggle to strike for the best, as if it's like 'The Hunger Games'. Yikes.
I need to step up my game.
I miss my Uitm's friends... :(
I miss going to class together, miss going lunch together, miss hanging out together, miss doing presentation together. Oh and I miss them mocking me speaking bahasa Malaysia together. How fun. :/

Hope to see you guys again soon. :)

Other than that, things are quite alright with me now. I still can cope with it, Alhamdulillah. I hope this will continue and pray that success awaits me. Insya'Allah.

With love,
-Z-

Safe and Sound

September Already?

Really? September already? How is it possible? It feels like new year was only yesterday. Hmm. A bit of exaggeration here, but still....
Anyhoo, I'm still thankful for every breath given to live and cherish the moment.. Alhamdulillah..
I don't know, from the way I see it, for me, this September will be like any other person's January. You know why? Because, my degree starts on September. Oh silly me.. Its gonna be a busy month. Pheww, I am scarrrrrred!

What is going to come for me?

Should I be nervous? Panic? Afraid?
Logically, every human being would feel so.
But Babah said to me the other day, 'why should you be scared? Why must you be afraid? We believe that He is with us, He is helping us, and He will make sure everything to turn out fine. So don't be scared.'
And I felt better. I feel better.

All is well. All is well - 3 idiots

So hopefully your september will be a sweet silly September!

Still in love,
-Z-
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