Tuesday, June 19, 2012
Sunday, June 17, 2012
Thank you Allah for blessing my abah the pinkest of health so that I can still tell him 'Happy Father's Day & I love you". Alhamdulillah. Im thankful for having a father like you. My Abah my superhero, my idol, my teacher, my friend. I will always be your little girl, no matter how old I will be, but I will never grow out of you love. Thank you for loving Mommy, Along, Angah and me equally.
& Happy Father's Day to all the fathers out there.
Friday, June 15, 2012
Honestly, not so fond about it and a tad bit broken hearted. Its so difficult. Such a difficult situation to every party involved.
Nevertheless, i hope that even i cant express through words, but my action will prove and show my sincerity.
Sometimes humans we say the darnest things, and it just simply cannot be unsaid or undone. So i really do feel hurt for what you've said.
I feel bad for what im feeling, how ridiculuos is that? How can a person feel bad for how she feels? I feel horrible.
I feel so selfish. I just, cant.
I dont know what else can i do. Im still the same me.
Broken but still loving, keep on loving.
Im a person that is difficult to be fond and love a person, but when i do, i love selflessly. Regardless of friends or lover. So, i just hope that everything is and will still be appreciated.
Anyhoo, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE. Hope things will be better after this. Many more years to come in the future. Insha'Allah.
Thursday, June 7, 2012
Have you ever feel bad for what you are feelin? Do you even know how that feels? Well i do. I do. Feeling bad what your heart trully feel is such an excruciating undescriable weird bad feelings.
I hate that kinda feelings. But at the same time, i am a human being that have a soul too. I cant be anywhere near perfect. Not even a quarter, but i will try my very best to be the best if me. InsyaAllah.
Sometimes i just wish to not have any emotions at all, but i cant.