The incident

Last night things didnt go how i planned or neither i wanted. Things were so very much different from how i imagined it can be, never in a million years that i thought that would happen.

Honestly, not so fond about it and a tad bit broken hearted. Its so difficult. Such a difficult situation to every party involved.
Nevertheless, i hope that even i cant express through words, but my action will prove and show my sincerity.

Sometimes humans we say the darnest things, and it just simply cannot be unsaid or undone. So i really do feel hurt for what you've said.

I feel bad for what im feeling, how ridiculuos is that? How can a person feel bad for how she feels? I feel horrible. 
 I feel so selfish. I just, cant.

I dont know what else can i do. Im still the same me.
Broken but still loving, keep on loving.

Im a person that is difficult to be fond and love a person, but when i do, i love selflessly. Regardless of friends or lover.  So, i just hope that everything is and will still be appreciated.

Anyhoo, HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE. Hope things will be better after this. Many more years to come in the future. Insha'Allah.


Happy Birthday.

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