Where should I start?
Let see what I've been through in 2011.
There's a saying that says 'count your blessings and not your problems right'. Well, whatever that has happened bring more joy to my life and that is how it is and it is fine with me. Life.
When I'm wrong, I learn. I learn from my mistakes. And take it as a lesson and be a better person.
Of course for the start, happy things. Plenty plenty of them..
Le familia, family first!. Parents are back in town. The sheriffs are back. Haha. No more sneaking around, lol. Sounds like I've been a bad girl when they were away. :p
Le special someone, we've been through some ups and downs. Happiness and tears. That's how relationships are supposed to be, I guess. When you did something that isn't right, you learn and appreciate that person for what he/she has done for you along the way. It takes two to tango.
Whatever that is, lets move forward to our happiness in the future and counting and counting. I love you!
Le friends. People change. To the better or worse. Maybe they didn't, but the time has. We've grown and the perspective, the needs, the circle of friends have totally changed and need a makeover. Thus, it is not any one's fault (i guess), just that's the way it is. And the silly me thought the 'ooh,best friend forever, bff, xoxo' shit fairytale is real. Boo me!
Nevertheless, to those that I thought were gonna change, they didn't. They stayed real. Even though, we didn't talk over the phone every week, but they are the ones who really appreciate and cherish the friendship. I'm thankful for those angels. ;)
On the other hand. As a human being, I made mistakes. Every single day.
To my parents, my siblings, my loved one, my friends, and most importantly myself and my creator.
To them, I am sorry for what I've done. I will be a better daughter, a better sister, a better lover, and a better friends.
To myself, Ya Allah S.W.T, I've made mistakes, I've sinned. I did things that I shouldn't do. I'm ashamed of myself, but please don't give up on me. I will try to be a better person, better. Insya'Allah.
Please bless us, my family, my loved ones, my friends. Bless our relationship, guide our heart, cleanse our soul to the betterment. & last but not least, bless us all with happiness and joy. Ameen. :')
So yeah, there it is, my not-your-typical-new-year resolutions bla bla bla. Please, you won't remember any of it by the you wake up tomorrow morning, or noon. Duhh. And some got wasted, cheers to your 'fresh start'. Haha. :/
By the time I finished this, its new year already. Thus, imagine the fireworks, confetti, and cheers!
HAPPY NEW YEAR! 2012!Love,