Friday, January 20, 2012
Just smile and pray
At this very moment, there is no mortal that I would see myself comfortable to talk about with. I m not saying the Creator, No! I mean Human. So here I am. Expressing, or rant about my-so-called-pathetic-life.
In this particular episode of my life, I am here feeling some kind of lost, or not. How should I put this? Maybe now being in the last term of this course, 2 and a half years. Yikes. I am feeling under pressure. The needs of get things right, wanting things to be perfect. The time I felt this way was when I was in the first term, and now.. Oh Allah, help me, guide me.
Siti Zaleha, Relax. Chill. Take a Breather.
Maybe I should just focus on what's happening now and not to worry too much about what's gonna happen tomorrow, right?
Insha'Allah everything is going to be alright. Insha'Allah.
I pray I pray, that He will grant me the best of the best, and I believe that He will.
I somehow feel so much distracted this time around. So occupied but yet, still distracted. Is that a phase? I hope it is, and yes please go away soon. SOON!
Sometimes, I just sit around and let myself wander in my own world, my own imagination, my own bubble. I see myself being alone but not lonely. Apart of having such a beautiful family and a loving partner, I am blessed. But friends? Not many. Even if I do, they are so far away.
No worries, no worries. Just smile and pray.
And ooh, I love Shy'm.
Dance on your feet, move your hips.
Always always love you, Insha'Allah.