Total Ass

These few days I've been a total ass. I hate myself for that. Feel like where my freaking brain cannot function properly, think and evaluate everything just roughly through feelings. Why is this happening? Oh God. I'm sorry.

go green

Go green. haha.

Superpower-Superhuman-SuperME?

If i am given the opportunity,or what-so-ever-you-called-it to choose any superpowers in the world, which do you think i will pick ?

Alright, maybe this will sound a little insane or nonsense, but for me, i would really love to have Mentality-Based ability, the ability to read the thoughts or to mentally communicate with others, or ability to know anything & everything.

Not Precognition like Dream girl 'Nura Nal', not Immortality like Twilight 'Edward Cullen', nor Wall-crawling like 'Spider-man', But Telepathy or Omniscience.

Why?

I don't actually have the reason why. Maybe it's because, i always have the feelings of wanting nothing but truth. The truth always give me the 'Safe' feelings. Always. The truth sometimes hurts, i know. Life is full of lies, i know. Life isn't fair, i know. But its just a matter of how you view it,the perception. Right? About the 'Safe' feelings, "Am I The Kind Of People Who Always Wanna Play Safe?" ,"Never Take Risks?".

Partly true. I take risks,but depends on the matter. I wanna be the kind of people who always wanna play safe, but imma human, normal human being. & I cannot. Who doesn't wanna be safe? feel safe?

I admit, being a normal sinful human being always make mistakes, I myself make mistakes, everyday. I admit. But I will try to improve myself ,everyday. Not change, but improve, improve & improve.

Human-Human relationship, doesn't matter what kind of relationship, really need Truth & Trust. Before you get to the stage of trust, you must earn it by being yourself and telling the truth. I learnt that telling the truth is blardy easy. 'It is easier said than done'. Yep i know. But at least try. TRY. It is difficult, but try. Be true to God, be true to yourself, be true to the people around you.

However, at the end of the day, being my normal self isn't that bad after all. Although I may not always know things, I may not always feel safe, But I know that, I know. I trust.

I did it myself

Don't be disappointed if people refuse to help you.

Remember the words of Einstein :

" Im thankful to all those who said 'NO', because of them, I did it myself".

Confession to self

Im thankful and Im grateful. For everything.

Some of friends said " so far, 2010 has been really sucks", maybe for them,but not me. So far, despised of all the sickness and blardy painful surgery,life has been really great to me. :)

Therefore Im thankful.

My name is Khan.

"My name is Khan. Pronounce it KHAN, from the epiglottis. Khan. & im not a terrorist."

Absolutely awesome movie...! Two thumbs up. :D

Muvi talk?

Well,lets talk about movies. :)

Its been a really dull holiday, so bought some movies and..

Watched :

> Dear John

> Motherhood

>The bounty hunter

Dear john is quite okay. Not the typical cheesy love story though. But yes,it is indeed a Love story. Didn't quite like the lovey part, but love the part where families involved which in the movie is the father and the son. Touching. :') & the army part.

Motherhood is 3/5? yeah, its about motherhood obviously.

The bounty hunter? yawn. Boring. I fell asleep while watching this. But but who knows,you might like it. :]

Moon

It doesn't matter where it is in the sky or where you are in the world if you hold up your hand up and close one of your eyes it's never bigger than your thumb

Thanks

Thanks. :)

the cycle of i-dunno-what

Holidays. Hmm.. Boring much. That's human. So humanly human.

During school time,you wish to have more & more holidays, and then, there comes the holiday and you complained and wish how times can be like a blink of an eye,and get back to school and classes and activities. AND,the cycle never stops. ahaha. Its the same like how when its a beautiful hot sunny day and you asked, "wheres the rain,its freaking hot", then when it rains, you whined and said "why isit raining everyday?". Oh human. :| Don't you think so?

Memories are what you're making right now

Some people

There are some people in life that make you laugh a little louder, smile a little brighter, & live a little better. ;]

Dear John

moooo-dy-ish

These few days have been really-not-so-interesting or i can say that m-not-happy. I dont know why. Feel like wanting someone to talk to. to let it out. but seems like i have no time to do so. restless. However, i just dont know what to say, or how to say. I wanna be quiet but express it all at the same time. All-so-moody. ish.

its your day momma :*

Mother's day. :)

Love you always and always and always and always and always. *hugs*

Sudden black-out during the final exam. :[
Sigh..

My medulla oblongata

Miss studying about Medulla Oblongata.

p.s.: okay,be realistic, Oh sovereignty, Oh constitution. :S