Life has been busy these few weeks.. Traveling around & being sick..
Went to China for few days, back, then Penang then KL. Tiring.
Besides, I got my application approved by Uitm. Thank God. Alhamdulillah. So now, i need to write letters for my another course-changing letters to Shah Alam & KK's Deans. for my law course. Yikes. Feels like so much to do but so little time. pheeww..;S
Hmm, If i got my law course approved, i'll be leaving Kk.. the thought of that makes my eyes teary. Im gonna miss everything here and begin my real loner world. How scary is that? huh?
I have my dearest parents here, two bully-er brothers, families.. I have my bestfriend. I have my close friend. I have my dearest friends...? how am i going to not be teary about that?
My heart feels heavy inside. Too heavy too let go. :/
But I need to go if I have to go. To start a new chapter. A new person. Leave all the bad memories behind me. After a year of nonsence, got my feelings tangled up, IM TIRED. I need a new place for a new begining.
I need to plan for my future.
I need to study.
I want to study.
All those things, history.
Its really hard to put all things behind you know?
: Au revoir :