Last sat went to Sutera for some shoot for Sam for her school stuff..*i think* So,there are are some pics here. :)
Breath taking sunset.
Jump o jump.
emptiness i felt .
I will be fine.
Should i stay there or should i keep walking? Sometimes,i feel like its not worth it,at all.
I don't know why,although these few days,i have company along,but then i still feel upset. Just like okay this minute,but sad or angry the other minute. I feel so empty. I dont know what i should think ,what i shouldnt think about. Emptiness that i felt is really killing me..:( So stupid. Damn stupid. Dammit! All i could do is just being random all the time,run with the flows, just to control the feelings inside. School stuff is killin me.. Confused.:( I wanna cry. Somebody help me please.
Happy Birthday dear... Waaa,time passes so damn fast. :D We've known each other since we were like ermmm,ermm,13 but,we became besties only when we were 15.. wahaha... whatever it is,we are now still besties,and been celebrating birthday together since we'r 15 (coz her b'day and mine are only 1 day apart,she's on the 16th and im 18th)and this year we wernt able to,coz she got school and that makes me feel so different... haha.. Maybe because i used to give ger a hug for her birthday.. haha
Haha. last night shammy & I were totally out of our mind.. :D We stayed up really really late and laugh till we burst! haha We were playing the old Olympia SLR camera,at first we were damn nervous coz we knw nothing about that cam,then all of a sudden some weird sound started tinkering.. haha..THEN,after 10-20 sec we sweat(panic) haha, then we knw thats the timer... ahaha... So m-a-n-u-a-l.... haha.. Shammy said its so like harry potter's kinda feeling.. hahah...:D Crazy us.
Yummy blueberry & coffee buzz buzz ice cream~~:)
Tomorrow is my own driving practice before going to JPJ on the 15th.. hopefully daddy can get the car for me tomorrow.. yikes.. scary... :S
Just got back from jakarta 2 days ago... yipee.. It was fun..(: BUT polluted. *cough* The air was terrible. Yikes, and kinda dirty.. hmm..): Anyhow,i still managed to go shopping with mummy. haha. She bought me iPod for my upcoming birthday... YAY...!!! Love you mummy.. daaa deee dooo diiii duuu. ngahaha...~