I can't sleep

Laying alone on the bed at night, where the stars and the moon shining brightly in the midst of darkness. Igniting those that are dark and gloomy. I, laying peacefully hearing the beating of my borrowed heart. With my eyes closed, I wonder. Wonder what is that sound? Wonder why is that sound? Wonder how is that sound. I can't sleep.

I wonder how long will my fragile heart beats? What if Allah swt take it back from me, as it is not mine, its His. I wonder if this heart has done enough. Enough to take me to the place of happiness, of joy, of endless love.

There's a voice inside me saying 'No'. I have not..
Sent by DiGi from my BlackBerry® Smartphone

I have seen better days

Today is the third day. Right when I thought that everything is alright, almost done assignments, revision and all, my body decide to play the sick game with me. How cute. Not.

Not complaining, but.. :(
Allah s.w.t knows best right?

The swelling, the bleeding isn't fun at all. Ya Allah, help me through it.

Anyhoo, I'm thankful for the friends that cared. Thanks for the texts and calls. Love you all. I'm lucky. :)

Love,
Z